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something bright.i guess i was "blessed" with the gift of something beautiful.  
i always used to tell anyone who listened that even through the darkest storm and coldest winter, the sun was never gone. sometimes that was the best i could say.  
 
As you go down, let me come with you. because it's never good enough to say that i tried to help but failed. I will take every last problem off of your back, because i am alive to take away pain. I believe that God put me on this earth because he knew that somewhere down the line, i would meet you and i would take you into my arms and make it go away.  
 
some things though, i can never fix. something bright.
by ~a-puffs
Musicif i close my eyes, i have a whole world to see.  
its very dark, but vibrations cover the ground and I'm lost  
 
inside of a world of every color imaginable.  
 
a world of darkness, and of light.  
my eyes travel down each layer of consciousness,  
further into the depths no one is allowed into but me.  
 
Every sound creates a new feeling of liberation and peace.   
Time is lost. nothing is important besides the vibrations  
and the tunnels of my thoughts.  
This is what its like if i look inside my head.  
 
 
 
This place is where i go if the world i se Music
by ~a-puffs
diagnosediagnose the erosion of a restless mind  
pick apart the pieces until an answer shines clearly in the space remaining  I've dissected every thought going through my mind and not once have I found a justifiable answer for the reason I lie awake at night.  
 
something eats away my inside.  
 
are there any problems? or is my consciousness playing tricks on me after the affects of too much thinking, too much analyzing... too much of everything.  
 
i dont know any more what makes my blood boil  what makes tears fall  on nights like this, i wonder if i am still me  or whether my soul was rep diagnose
by ~a-puffs
"one soul, two bodies"the moon yawns and says goodnight to me and to the rest of the world.  i reach through my skin, through my bones and through blood  
and muscle towards my heart. i take the key out to a box that remains burried  
beneath the layers of my life.  
unlocked,  
unleashed.  
unleashed and hard to put back into its cage.   
"a hidden box that i push out of my mind."   
that's all this is, but now, its not hidden. not to me.  
whats special about this box is that its contents are neither forbidden or permitted.  they are constantly there, but they're invisible to the untrained eye.  
& "one soul, two bodies"
by ~a-puffs
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All My Days - Alexi Murdoch

Thu Jul 9, 2009, 4:41 PM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: even
  • Reading: breathing
  • Watching: feels
  • Playing: alright.
  • Eating: thanks,
  • Drinking: love.
Well I have been searching all of my days
All of my days
Many a road, you know
I’ve been walking on
All of my days
And I’ve been trying to find
What’s been in my mind
As the days keep turning into night

Well I have been quietly standing in the shade
All of my days
Watch the sky breaking on the promise that we made
All of this rain
And I’ve been trying to find
What’s been in my mind
As the days keep turning into night

Well many a night I found myself with no friends standing near
All of my days
I cried aloud
I shook my hands
What am I doing here
All of these days
For I look around me
And my eyes confound me
And it’s just too bright
As the days keep turning into night

Now I see clearly
It’s you I’m looking for
All of my days
Soon I’ll smile
I know I’ll feel this loneliness no more
All of my days
For I look around me
And it seems He found me
And it’s coming into sight
As the days keep turning into night
As the days keep turning into night
And even breathing feels all right
Yes, even breathing feels all right
Now even breathing feels all right
It’s even breathing
Feels all right




i guess that about sums it up now.
i'm doing better, though sometimes i feel like i care just too much. i like it better that way i think than not caring enough.

i've got a few other things to say but its okay cause my brain is fine with holding them for now (:

(ps, taylor & garrett, im feeling good now.)

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I am what i want to see in myself. I am everything i want to be. Sometimes people like that. Sometimes people dont. Most times, they deal with it. I am Amy Puffer, and Music pumps through my veins.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Massachusetts
  • Interests: Music, above all else.
  • Favourite movie: Gone Baby Gone, Donnie Darko, Pans Labyrinth
  • Favourite band or musician: Victor Wooten
  • Favourite genre of music: everything besides the crap you hear on most radio stations
  • Favourite artist: Shepard Farrey, Dale Chihuly, El Greco
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ellen Hopkins
  • Favourite photographer: good question, there are many
  • Favourite style of art: All.
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Skin of choice: warm.
  • Favourite game: poker, eucher, spit or egyptian rat.
  • Personal Quote: "one good thing about music, when it hits, you feel no pain." -Bob Marley
  • Tools of the Trade: canon S51S

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~NightlyLies:iconNightlyLies: Jun 26, 2009, 11:42:02 AM
Thank you for the watch. :)
~ExtramentalLogic:iconExtramentalLogic: May 1, 2009, 6:29:14 AM
I'm bored.
I'm at home cause
I went into school
And I have a huge test
As I'm pretty sure you know
So everyone was talking about
the multiple choice packets we need
And I was like yeah I did mine early...
But then I was like DAMN I DON'T HAVE EM
So, I came home to find where they were.
And I discovered that my friend has em.
Mom told the office I had a migraine.
So I have to wait until 10 to go in.
So now I'm stuck at home till 10.
But, hey, I'm missing Spanish!
So that's awesome I guess.
Thought I'd comment.
I'm real bored.
Faved stuff.
Kay bye.
~Picksy:iconPicksy: Apr 30, 2009, 12:19:19 PM
thanks for the watch :heart: :hug:

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I'm not evil just morally challenged. - Me.

Some days, it just doesn't seem worth gnawing through the leather straps.- Emo Phillips
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~a-puffs:icona-puffs: Apr 30, 2009, 1:57:49 PM
you're welcome!! (:

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
~Kurosama-76:iconKurosama-76: Apr 10, 2009, 11:45:18 AM
Thank you for the fav.

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VISIT MY ACCOUNT, I NEED YOUR SUPPORT. Thanks.
~a-puffs:icona-puffs: Apr 10, 2009, 12:14:14 PM
you're welcome! (:

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
~AllRosesHaveThorns:iconAllRosesHaveThorns: Mar 5, 2009, 3:48:29 PM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

Spread the DA love around!

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am one (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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Toast is my favorite color

If life doesn't give you any sugar and water then your lemonade's gonna suck
~Xvania:iconXvania: Feb 28, 2009, 8:39:54 AM
thanks for the faves deary :]

and I liked the art of writing piece, it was nice.

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We are made in one lifetime to succeed in another.
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If it isn't too dangerous, then I guess it's okay.
-Xvania
~a-puffs:icona-puffs: Feb 28, 2009, 8:45:03 AM
thanks (:

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
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