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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Amy Puffer15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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100 themes challenge:
we'll see how long this takes me!


1. Introduction CHECK!
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

i said about a week ago

Sat Nov 14, 2009, 8:04 PM
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: trusted - ben folds
I said about a week ago to one of my friends, there are about 1,000,000 ways for things to completely crash and burn, and only about a dozen ways for things to get better.

i'm having such a damn hard time writing anything. doing anything for that matter. i've skipped so many classes lately it's not good. i'm walking on really really thin ice. the hand leading me across it is love, but i'm afraid even i'll loose my grip on that, and i'll fall and slip through to the freezing water. maybe some cold water would be good for me. but i'm so afraid. I need every single thing i've got right now, cause it is almost not enough. i shouldn't be talking.

"i'm lucky to be living."
that's what i have to keep telling myself. i'm lucky to have the people i have, and everything else is just a gift. am i selfish to want something better?

yeah. no. maybe.
whether or not i'm selfish or not doesn't really change how i feel.
i feel so goddamn alone. and if love lets go, i'm gone.

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I am what i want to see in myself. I am everything i want to be. Sometimes people like that. Sometimes people dont. Most times, they deal with it. I am Amy Puffer, and Music pumps through my veins.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Massachusetts
  • Interests: Music, above all else.
  • Favourite movie: Gone Baby Gone, Donnie Darko, Pans Labyrinth
  • Favourite band or musician: Victor Wooten
  • Favourite genre of music: everything besides the crap you hear on most radio stations
  • Favourite artist: all.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ellen Hopkins
  • Favourite photographer: good question, there are many
  • Favourite style of art: All.
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Skin of choice: warm.
  • Favourite game: poker, eucher, spit or egyptian rat.
  • Personal Quote: if you can't do it, you weren't trying hard enough.
  • Tools of the Trade: canon S51S

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:iconwritersblock13:
herro lover its olivia :)
:icona-puffs:
HEY BABY! this is exciting. now you can open your brain up to all my shit and i can do the same to you (: yaaay.

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
:iconwritersblock13:
I'm nervous about what to write. I'm afraid about write something too depressing lol..
:icona-puffs:
hahaha there is no such thing. depressing things make beautiful writing. here, i'll show you.

check out her gallery, i think you'll like it.
[link]

and! well, cause this is open to everybody and nobody, you should take time to say anything you want.

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
:iconfrantic3rd:
your gallery is amazing!!!!! i want to be able to tell you how much i identitfy with your work but i can't. because saying 'i relate to you' is too fake since i'm sure i don't know the situations behind your literature. but all of it is raw and lovely. and it touches me. <3
:icona-puffs:
thank you so much! that means a ton to me. i love it when someone else can say that they grasp the ideas im trying to present in my writing. i've been having major writers block lately, but hopefully i'll be able to get some words flowing again soon. your positive reinforcement really really means a ton to me. <3

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
:iconfrantic3rd:
^_^ i'm so glad!

i just recently got over a writing block and it was agonizing. i'm not sure how i got out of it though. possibly by the following recipe: 1 part music, disolved in 3 parts reading literature i could identify with (which served as ignition), mixed with 100 parts time. i realize now, that during that time, i was unconciously accumulating material to write about. it will get better soon and i look forward to reading what you come up with! :heart:
:icona-puffs:
hahahaha i agree. i totally know what you mean by accumulating material over time. i've definitely done that, i'm just waiting for it to explode out in a writing frenzie (: <3

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AMY PUFFS - -

"musicians do not have to be believed in. we do not have to be trusted. our music speaks for itself without the listener having to know anything about us." - victor wooten
:iconfrantic3rd:
thank you so much for the watch!!!i am honored. it meant great bundles of joy to me! :hug:
:iconotsego-amigo:
thank you!

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